So two days ago I turned 32.  As I was out with friends for drinks I couldn’t help but remember that somewhere in my mind 32 looked really different than what the reality of myself has become.  Thirty-two included some or maybe all of the following:

• a husband
• a size 8 jean
• maybe a baby
• a job in the leadership of an organization
• professionally being sought out as “an expert” of something — who knows what
• a funky modern loft or house
• and the list goes on and on

The thing that surprises me most about my life is how different it is from the life I envisioned and how much better it is now that I have arrived in this moment.

• no husband, but a partner I’m madly in love with.  My relationship with him is even better than I dreamed it could be.
• no size 8, but a size 12, and a healthy outlook on my body — and I’m still hitting the gym and letting myself eat pizza, a brilliant balance if I do say so myself.
• no baby, but two animals who I can nurture and spoil — and the best part, I can just ignore their early morning meow and whining and sleep in.
• Yeah, expert is all relative. If you become an expert, there is less to learn, so I’ll celebrate myself as a student and beginner forever.
• The modern loft and house I still want.  See my current inspiration from Caroline Eclectic
• But now my list goes on and on with hope and possibilities

So here are a few birthday wishes for myself.

• That my prayers manifest themselves as laughter, creativity, and dancing
• That I envision and act on a life so unique and so authentic to whom I am — it seems almost ridiculous that I didn’t get here earlier because it is so obvious that it’s my calling.
• That my spiritual life blooms into a daily practice — whatever that means
• That my work continues to be filled with innovation, service, and arms outstretched toward a better world. You gotta give em hope!
• That I am able to communicate and act in a way that lets all those who I love most, feel loved and supported always
• That I am able to learn the lesson without carrying the circumstance of difficult challenges
• That my life turns out to be even better than I can even dream for myself
• And my wishes go on and on. . .

Bring it on 32!